Tina's COLOURFUL 21st

Tina booked me as early as in November to go to her birthday cum Christmas celebration at NSRCC (that is National Service Resort and Country Club). She booked a bunglow and I had a really great time. Tina, thank you for inviting me.

I made some new friends too, such as Lynette and Priya. Here are a few photos that we took.

Christmas Wishlist

Christmas is just around the corner, so I will do the usual and post my Chrstmas wishlist here as a reference for D3 and eveyone else who would like to get me a Christmas present.

• SanDisk M2 2G
• White Noise Generator
• Charles and Keith heels (champagne red, size 37)
• Clothes*

*This is more of a "need" than a "want". Thanks to the bedbug infestation, I had to throw away most of my clothes, so I am only left with a few pathetic pieces of clothing to wear. Blouses and pants will be greatly appreciated. And of course, shoes. Charles and Keith, please.

Shoe Lust

I found this pair of gorgeous shoes at Charles and Keith today. I am not one to lust after a pair of shoes, but the moment I set my eyes on THAT pair of shoes, I knew I was won over.

It is in champagne red. You don't see this colour very much around, which might have added to its attractiveness. The glossy shine, the six-inch heels ... it's to die for.

I couldn't resist the temptation, so I got the salesgirl to get it in my size. When I put them on, I felt at the top of the world. Haha. I think it has something to do with wearing a six-inch heel. Make you feel really "high", which is why I love wearing heels.

At $80, I know I am never going to be able to own it anytime soon, but a girl can always dream, can't she?

I couldn't find the exact picture. Just imagine this in champagne red. But this colour is lovely too.

Grumbles

Sigh.

Eveyone else seem to be leading more fulfilling lives than I am.

Both Eudora and Priyangi are half-way across the globe, living interesting lives. Priyangi has the time to make cheese straws and caramelised onion dip, which sounds really yummy by the way. I am still surprised that Priyangi, someone who looks like studying is about the only things she knows how to do, likes to bake things when she is free, and she's not half bad! Eudora, on the other hand, has so many things on hand and she is fully engaged in school.
Mariem, the Princess, may be leaving for Australia, if she is accepted into the University. Grace is becoming a doctor.

I seem to be the only one leading a tasteless and boring life. I am now working in a clinic in Suntec. It provides me with the money to pay my bills and have a roof over my head, but I'm not exactly jumping with joy every morning when I have to go to work.

Nowadays, my life has beoome a routine of work-sleep-work-sleep. Where has all the fun gone to?

I've Moved!

After much anticipation, searching and sweating, I have finally moved house.

Like everything else in my life, this room is far from perfect. It's a really old house, there are a lot of stubborn stains. The wardobe is moldy and the stove is so ancient I never thought I would see something like that out of a museum!

Private bath: Although it is not a must for me to have my own bathroom, I have to admit that it is really very convenient. I don't have to dash back to my room when I forgot to bring the towel, and I don't have to clear the bathroom of all my things after using it.

Cooking allowed: The super ancient stove actually works! Although I have yet to master the technique of using the stove without burning the house down, but it's nice to know that I can cook should I choose to.

Near to LG: Actually this is one of the most important reasons why I moved house in the first place. My boyfriend is a lazy pig, and he conveniently uses me staying very far away as an excuse not meet up with me often. Let's see what excuse he can come up, now that I am living just 15 minutes away from him.

I am so glad to have finally moved house. Let's hope that I can stay here for a long time. I didn't know moving house is so tiring!

Happiness

Many of us, including me, are constantly searching for "happiness". We think that we need expensive cars and branded goods to be "happy", but when we actually achieve those things do we realise that they don't make us as "happy" as we they would. What exactly is "happiness" and how do we go about being "happy"? Deluded, I went online and visited websites dedicated to "happiness", but I am not really inspired by the things they said. Then I came across this poster online.

I think we have all been chasing "happiness", we are so focused on it that we fail to realise how "happy" we really are. "Happiness" is not something you can see and recognise right away. It is the joy and peace you feel when you do certain things, the insignificant little things.

I feel happy when I am spending quality time with my boyfriend. I feel happy when I am enjoying nice food. I feel happy when I am writing in my diary. I feel happy when I laugh. I feel happy when I am able to buy something I like. I feel happy when someone compliments me. I feel happy when I bake cakes and cookies and people enjoy what I bake. I feel happy when I wake up after a good night's sleep. I feel happy when I am reading novels. I feel happy when I spend time with my friends.

However, I do know that I can be happier. I need to find a good place that is within my budget, somewhere I won't want to move out in a long time. I believe that it's only when I am settled down can I put my full attention on the other things that I need to take care of.

His - Scorpio

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive, is easily hurt and always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. He has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man. He absorbs other people's sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he can understand complex and confused feelings. He has a hidden power that he could use to make things happen and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly achieved his goals in life. Once he sets his mind on something, he will put all his energy and efforts in it, whether or not it is a small matter or a big project. One of the most successful man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can wait for years to reach his goal. He hates thin feeling and weak determinations. He cannot retreat or rest for long, for he thinks that life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes maybe much more than what you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and will not waste time with someone he does not love no matter how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight-forward sincere man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over-sensitive person, try not to ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even though you might not be able to take it.

If he says "you look pretty today", you can be proud because he will not say such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are in love this guy, be strong and believe in your decision, do not be vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends. He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He remember everything well. You may say something that you have already forgotten, but he will remember every word. He wants to be respected and admired and at the same time, he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able to talk to him about everything in any subjects. He does not like a woman who sits around waiting for his call.